Regrets
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl
next to me. She was my so called
"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair,
and "WISHED SHE WAS MINE..
But she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it"..
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before and
handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. "I WANTED TO TELL
HER, I WANT HER TO KNOW THAT I DON'T
WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS, I LOVE HER BUT
IM TOO JUST SHY, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY."
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She
was in tears, mumbling on
There it is again
The horrible feeling I get
When something bad is about to happen
Something I wish I could forget.
The empty feeling is rising
From deep inside my soul
A cold sweat appears on my skin
As I get closer to falling into that hole.
My mind says it's a lie
But my heart knows its true
This has happened so many times before
The last time I lost you.
I cant stand the sickness
Its over-powering and killing me
I just hope I can make it through this time
I wish I could stop this before I see.
This is as bad as I've felt this feeling
All the other times it has been weak
But not its so strong, making my hands shake
So st
How can I say that I love someone?
What is the reason why I love you?
I realized the answer now that you are gone;
The basis why I feel that I miss you.
Before I met you I'm just a nobody;
I didn't know the purpose why I became me.
I didn't know the thing I should live for;
I'm so afraid to open my destiny's door.
Just then you came to my life;
You fixed everything and made them right.
You gave me the will for me to survive,
And you gave me a reason for me to fight.
I learn to reach for my dreams
No matter how hard it may seem.
I just want to see you the following year
To tell you that "I'll always be here".
You never knew, bu
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yeah...swimming is life..
if i don't swim i might be dead just now because of asthma..haha...
i swim for my life.... ^^
i swim for my scholarship. even though, just by now im not yet a varsity scholar.. damn AMA east rizal...i gave them 1st time in history that an AMA student have reached national games still i dont have a scholar....haaaay...
nwei, i'm happy because i met other players. not just a player but a friend... who can be trusted because of teamwork...hehe... most of all who can be loved.. yikeee...
"life is not just going with the flow.. u must reach out and stroke it flawlessly, yet pulling it hard and kicking all the way to
I know you won't read this because you won't believe this and who cares about me?I'm not suppose to be here. I dont have any talent. I can't prove nothing!
I don't know what happen to me last night. I began thinking negative again. Damn! its 2006 but it doesn't change my life a bit or nothing change. I'm still a pesimistic stupid person.
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title
cant translate to english(sorry i'm dumb)
1.I have no ORIGINALITY!
* I notice I have no originalit... nuff said
2.I'm the one who lost our game in BTA (Boss Time Attack) Ragnarok Competition
* I'm such a dope standing there doesn't do anything. Damn! I'm the SUPPORT PR